Pathanjali's Yoga Sutras: Samadhi Pada
Sutra 15: 'Drushtanu shravi vishaya vithrushnasya vasheekara sangna vairagyam'
Non-attachment (Vairagya) is self-mastery; it is freedom from desire for what is seen and heard.
Sutra 16: 'Tath param purusha khyatheh guna vaithushnyam'
When, through knowledge of the Atman, one ceases to desire any manifestation of Nature, then that it is the highest kind of
non-attachment.
Comentary by Osho
Patanjali is not interestedin giving you rules. Whatsoever he is going to say are simple directions – not to be followed, but to
be understood. The following will come out of that understanding. And the reverse cannot happen
– if you follow the rules, understanding will not come, if you understand the rules, the following will
come automatically, as a shadow.
Desirelessness is a direction. If you follow it as a rule, then you will start killing your desires.
Many have done that, millions have done that. They start killing their desires. Then you will be without desires.
But you will be also dead. You have followed the rule exactly, but if you kill all desires you are killing
yourself, you are committing suicide-because desires are not only desires, they are the flow of life
energy. Desirelessness is to be achieved without killing anything. Desirelessness is to be achieved
with more life, with more energy – not less.
For example, you can kill sex easily if you starve the body, because sex and food are deeply related.
Food is needed for your survival, for the survival of the individual, and sex is needed for the survival
of the race, of the species. So if you starve your body, if you give so little food to your body that the energy created by it is
exhausted in day-to-day routine work – your walking, sitting, sleeping – no extra energy accumulates,
then sex will disappear because sex can be there only when the individual is gathering extra energy,
more than he needs for his survival.
Hence, so much attraction for fasting, because if you fast, sex disappears – but this is not
desirelessness. This is just becoming more and more dead, less and less alive.
Then you become habitual for the starvation. And continuously if you do it for years, you will simply
forget that sex exists. No energy is created; no energy moves to the sex center. There is no energy
to move! The person exists just as a dead being. There is no sex.
But this is not what Patanjali means. This is not a desireless state. It is simply an impotent state;
energy is not there. If you give food to the body... You may have starved the body for thirty or forty years
– give right food to the body and sex reappears immediately. You are not changed. The sex is just
hidden there waiting for energy to flow. Whenever energy flows, it will become again alive.
So what is the criterion? The criterion has to be remembered. Be more alive, be more filled with
energy, vital, and become desireless. Only then, if your desirelessness makes you more alive, then
you have followed the right direction. If it makes you simply a dead person, you have followed the
rule. It is easy to follow the rule because no intelligence is required. It is easy to follow the rule
because simple tricks can do it. Fasting is a simple trick. Nothing much is implied in it; no wisdom is
going to come out of it. If you are on fast you will be less angry, and if you become habitual to fasting,
then many things from your life will simply drop
because the base has dropped: food is the base.
When you have more energy, you move in more dimensions. When you are filled with overflowing
energy, your overflowing energy leads you in many, many desires. Desires are nothing but outlets
for energy. So two ways are possible. One is: your desire changes; the energy remains, or energy
is removed, desire remains. Energy can be removed very easily. You can simply be operated,
castrated, and then sex disappears. Some hormones can be removed from your body. And that’s
what fasting is doing – some hormones disappear; then you can become sexless.
But this is not the goal of Patanjali. Patanjali says that energy should remain and the desire
disappears. Only when desire disappears and you are filled with energy you can achieve that blissful
state that yoga aims at. A dead person cannot reach to the divine. The divine can be attained only
through overflowing energy, abundant energy, an ocean of energy.
So this is the second thing to remember continuously – don’t destroy energy, destroy desire. It will
be difficult. It is going to be hard, arduous, because it needs a total transformation of your being.
But Patanjali is for it. So he divides his vairagya, his desirelessness, in two steps. We will enter the
sutra.
THE FIRST STATE OF VAIRAGYA – DESIRELESSNESS: CESSATION FROM SELFINDULGENCE
IN THE THIRST FOR SENSUOUS PLEASURES, WITH CONSCIOUS EFFORT.
Many things are implied and have to be understood. One, the indulgence in sensuous pleasures.
Why you ask for sensuous pleasures? Why the mind constantly thinks about indulgence? Why you
move again and again in the same pattern of indulgences?
For Patanjali and for all those who have known, the reason is that you are not blissful inwardly;
hence, the desire for pleasure. The pleasure-oriented mind means that as you are, in yourself, you
are unhappy. That’s why you go on seeking happiness somewhere else. A person who is unhappy is
bound to move into desires. Desires are the way of the unhappy mind to seek happiness. Of course,
nowhere this mind can find happiness. At the most he can find few glimpses. Those glimpses
appear as pleasure. Pleasure means glimpses of happiness. And the fallacy is that this pleasureseeking
mind thinks that these glimpses and pleasure is coming from somewhere else. It always
comes from within.
Let us try to understand. You are in love with a person. You move into sex. Sex gives you a glimpse
of pleasure; it gives you a glimpse of happiness. For a single moment you feel at ease. All the
miseries have disappeared; all the mental agony is no more. For a single moment you are here and
now, you have forgotten all. For a single moment there is no past and no future. Because of this –
there is no past and no future, and for a single moment you are here and now-from within you the
energy flows. Your inner self flows in this moment, and you have a glimpse of happiness.
But you think that the glimpse is coming from the partner, from the woman or from the man. It is not
coming from the man or from the woman. It is coming from you! The other has simply helped you to
fall into the present, to fall out of future and past. The other has simply helped you, to bring you to
the nowness of this moment.
If you can come to this nowness without sex, sex, by and by will become useless, it will disappear. It
will not be a desire then. If you want to move in it you can move into it as a fun, but not as a desire.
Then there is no obsession in it because you are not dependent on it.
For the modern man even this has become possible – that while making love he can think of other
things. And once you become so capable that while making love you go on thinking of something –
of your accounts in the bank, or you go on talking with a friend, or you go on being somewhere else
while making love here – sex will also be finished. Then it will just be boring, frustrating, because
sex was not the thing. The thing was only this – that because sexual energy moving so fast, your
mind comes to a stop; the sex takes over. The energy flows so fast, so vitally, that your ordinary
patterns of thinking stop.
A constant chattering mind does not
allow any happiness, any possibility of happiness, because only a silent mind can look within, only
a silent mind can hear the silence, the happiness, that is always bubbling there. But it is so subtle
that with the noise of the mind you cannot hear it.
Anything has appeal if it can give you a glimpse. The glimpse may appear to be coming from the
outside; it always comes from within. The outside can only be just a mirror. When happiness flowing
from within is reflected from the outside, it is called pleasure. This is the definition of Patanjali’s –
happiness flowing from within reflected from somewhere in the outside, the outside functioning as a
mirror. And if you think that this happiness is coming from the outside, it is called pleasure. We are
in search of happiness, not in search of pleasure. So unless you can have glimpses of happiness,
you cannot stop your pleasure-seeking efforts. Indulgence means search for pleasure.
A conscious effort is needed. For two things. One: Whenever you feel a moment of pleasure is
there, transform it into a meditative situation. Whenever you feel you are feeling pleasure, happy,
joyful, close your eyes and look within, and see from where it is coming. Don’t lose this moment;
this is precious. If you are not conscious you may continue thinking that it comes from without, and
that’s the fallacy of the world.
If you are conscious, meditative, if you search for the real source, sooner or later you will come to
know it is flowing from within. Once you know that it always flows from within, it is something that
you have already got, indulgence will drop, and this will be the first step of desirelessness. Then
you are not seeking, not hankering. You are not killing desires, you are not fighting with desires, you
have simply found something greater. Desires don’t look so important now. They wither away.
Remember this: they are not to be killed and destroyed; they wither away. Simply you neglect them
because you have a greater source. You are magnetically attracted towards it. Now your whole
energy is moving inwards. The desires are simply neglected.
You are not fighting them. If you fight with them you will never win.
Desires must lose their meaning. If you fight, the meaning is not lost. Or even, on the contrary,
just through fight you may give them more meaning. Then they become more important. This is
happening. Those who fight with any desire, that desire becomes their center of the mind. If you
fight sex, sex becomes the center. Then, continuously, you are engaged in it, occupied with it. It
becomes like a wound. And wherever you look, that wound immediately projects, and whatsoever
you see becomes sexual.
Mind has a mechanism, an old survival mechanism, of fight or flight. Two are the ways of the mind:
either you can fight with something or you can escape from it. If you are strong, then you fight. If you
are weak, then you take flight, then you simply escape. But in both the ways the other is important,
the other is the center. You can fight or you can escape from the world – from the world where
desires are possible; you can go to the Himalayas. That too is a fight, the fight of the weak.
If you are strong, then you are ready to fight. If you are weak, then you are ready to fly, to take
flight. But in both the cases, you are not becoming stronger. In both cases the other has become
the center of your mind. These are the two attitudes fight or flight – and both are wrong because
through both the mind is strengthened.
Patanjali says there is a third possibility: don’t fight and don’t escape. Just be alert. Just be
conscious. Whatsoever is the case, just be a witness. Conscious effort means, one: searching
for the inner source of happiness, and, second: witnessing the old pattern of habits – not fighting it,
just witnessing it.
”Conscious effort” is the key word. Consciousness is needed, and effort is also needed. And the
effort should be conscious because there can be unconscious efforts. You can be trained in such a
way that you can drop certain desires without knowing that you have dropped them.
For example, if you are born in a vegetarian home you will be eating vegetarian food. Non-vegetarian
food is simply not the question. You never dropped it consciously. You have been brought up in such
a way that unconsciously it has dropped by itself. But this is not going to give you some integrity;
this is not going to give you some spiritual strength. Unless you do something consciously, it is not
gained. And consciousness can be gained through effort. If without effort something is conditioned on you,
it is not a gain at all.
So in India there are many vegetarians. Jains, Brahmins, many people are vegetarians. Nothing is
gained because just by being born in a Jain family, being a vegetarian means nothing. It is not a
conscious effort; you have not done anything about it. If you were born into a non-vegetarian family,
you would have taken to non-vegetarian food similarly.
Unless some conscious effort is done, your crystallization never happens. You have to do something
on your own. When you do something on your own, you gain something. Nothing is gained without
consciousness, remember it. It is one of the ultimates. Nothing is gained without consciousness!
You may become a perfect saint, but if you have not become through consciousness, it is futile,
useless. You must struggle inch by inch because through struggle more consciousness will be
needed. And the more consciousness you practice, the more conscious you become. And a moment
comes when you become pure consciousness.
The first step is:
CESSATION FROM SELF-INDULGENCE IN THE THIRST FOR SENSUOUS PLEASURES, WITH
CONSCIOUS EFFORT.
What to do? Whenever you are in any state of pleasure – sex, food, money, power, anything that
gives you pleasure – meditate on it. Just try to find it, from where it is coming. You are the source,
or the source is somewhere else? If the source is somewhere else, then there is no possibility of
any transformation because you will remain dependent to the source.
But, fortunately, the source is not anywhere else, it is within you. If you meditate, you will find it. It
is knocking every moment from within, that ”I am here!” Once you have the feeling that it is there
knocking every moment – and you were creating only situations outside in which it was happening
– it can happen without situations. Then you need not depend on anybody, on food, on sex, on
power, anything. You are enough unto yourself. Once you have come to this feeling, the feeling of
enoughness, indulgence – the mind to indulge, the indulgent mind – disappears.
That doesn’t mean you will not enjoy food. You will enjoy more. But now food is not the source of
your happiness, you are the source. You are not dependent on food, you are not addicted to it.
That doesn’t mean you will not enjoy sex. You can enjoy more, but now it is fun, play; it is just a
celebration. But you are not dependent on it, it is not the source. And once two persons, two lovers,
can find this – that the other is not the source of their pleasure – they stop fighting with the other.
They start loving the other for the first time.
Otherwise you cannot love a person upon whom you are dependent in any way. You will hate,
because he is your dependence. Without him you cannot be happy. So he has the key, and a
person who has the key of your happiness is your jailer. Lovers fight because they look that the
other has the key and, ”He can make me happy or unhappy.” Once you come to know that you are
the source and the other is the source of his own happiness, you can share your happiness; that’s
another thing, but you are not dependent. You can share. You can celebrate together. That’s what
love means: celebrating together, sharing together – not driving from each other, not exploiting each
other.
Because exploitation cannot be love. Then you are using the other as a means, and whomsoever
you use as a means, he will hate you. Lovers hate each other because they are using, exploiting
each other, and love – which should be the deepest ecstasy – becomes the ugliest hell. But once
you know that you are the source of your happiness, no one else is the source, you can share it
freely. Then the other is not your enemy, not even an intimate enemy. For the first time friendship
arises, you can enjoy anything.
And you will be able to enjoy only when you are free. Only an independent person can enjoy. A
person who is mad and obsessed with food cannot enjoy. He may fill his belly, but cannot enjoy.
This is the first step, with effort. Consciousness and effort, you achieve desirelessness. Patanjali
says this is the first because even effort, even consciousness, is not good, because it means that
some struggle, some hidden struggle, is on still.
The second and last step of vairagya, the last state of desirelessness:
CESSATION OF ALL DESIRING BY KNOWING THE INNERMOST NATURE OF PURUSHA, THE
SUPREME SELF.
First you have to know that you are the source of all happiness that happens to you. Second, you
have to know the total nature of your inner self. First, you are the source. Second, ”What is this
source?” First, just this much is enough, that you are the source of your happiness. And second,
what this source is in its totality, this purusha, inner self is: ”Who am ’I’?” in its totality.
Once you know this source in its totality, you have known all. Then the whole universe is within, not
only happiness. Then all that exists, exists within – not only happiness. Then God is not somewhere
sitting in the clouds, he exists within. Then you are the source, the root source of all. Then you are
the center.
And once you become the center of existence, once you know that you are the center of existence, all
misery has disappeared. Now desirelessness becomes spontaneous, SAHAJ. No effort, no striving,
no maintaining is needed. It is so; it has become natural. You are not pulling it or pushing it. Now
there is no ”I” who can pull and push.
Remember this: struggle creates ego. If you struggle in the world, it creates a gross ego: ”I am
someone with money, with prestige, with power.” If you struggle within, it creates a subtle ego: ”I am
pure; I am a saint, I am a sage,” but ”I” remains with struggle. So there are pious egoists who have a
very subtle ego. They may not be worldly people. They are not; they are otherworldly. But struggle
is there. They have achieved something. That achievement still carries the last shadow of ”I”.
The second step and the final step of desirelessness for Patanjali is total disappearance of the ego.
Just nature flowing. No ”I”, no conscious effort. That doesn’t mean you will not be conscious, you
will be perfect consciousness – but no effort implied of being conscious. There will be no selfconsciousness
– pure consciousness. You have accepted yourself and existence as it is.A total acceptance.
the river flowing toward the sea. It is not making
any effort; it is not in any hurry to reach the sea. Even if it doesn’t reach, it will not get frustrated.
Even if it reaches in millions of years, everything is okay. The river is simply flowing because flowing
is its nature. No effort is there. It will go on flowing.
When desires for the first time are noted and observed effort arises, a subtle effort. Even the first
step is a subtle effort. You start trying to be aware, ”From where my happiness is coming?” You
have to do something, and that doing will create the ego. That’s why Patanjali says that is only
the beginning, and you must remember that is not the end. In the end, not only have desires
disappeared, you also have disappeared. Only the inner being has remained in its flow.
This spontaneous flow is the supreme ecstasy because no misery is possible for it. Misery comes
through expectation, demand. There is no one to expect, to demand, so whatsoever happens, it is
good. Whatsoever happens, it is a blessing. You cannot compare with anything else, it is the case.
And because there is no comparing with the past and with the future – there is no one to compare –
you cannot look at anything as misery, as pain. Even if pain happens in that situation, it will not be
painful. Try to understand this. This is difficult. Pain is there, but he cannot suffer.
This may look mysterious, but this is not; this is simple. Pain is
there. suffering means resistance. You must resist something, only then
you can suffer. Try it.
You have a pain in the leg or in the head you have headache. You may not have observed the
mechanism of it. You have headache, and you constantly struggle and resist. You don’t want it. You
are against it, you divide. You are somewhere standing within the head and the headache is there.
You are separate and the headache is separate, and you insist that it should not be so. This is the
real problem.
You try once not to fight. Flow with the headache; become the headache. And say, ”This is the
case. This is how my head is at this moment, and at this moment nothing is possible. It may go in
future, but in this moment headache is there.” Don’t resist. Allow it to happen; become one with it.
Don’t pull yourself separate, flow into it. And then there will be a sudden upsurge of a new type of
happiness you have not known. When there is no one to resist, even headache is not painful. The
fight creates the pain. The pain means always fighting against the pain – that’s the real pain.
This is the destiny. This is what in the
East they have always called fate, bhagya, the kismat. So there is no point in arguing with your fate,
there is no point in fighting it. You cannot do anything; it is happening. Only one thing is possible for
you – you can flow with it or you can fight with it. If you fight, it becomes more agony. If you flow with
it, the agony is less. And if you can flow totally, agony has disappeared. You have become the flow.
Try it when you have a headache, try it when you have an ill body, try it when you have some pain –
just flow with it. And once, if you can allow, you will have come to one of the most deepest secrets
of life-that pain disappears if you flow with it. And if you can flow totally, pain becomes happiness.
But this is not something logical to be understood. You can comprehend it intellectually, but that
won’t do. Try it existentially. There are everyday situations. Every moment something is wrong.
Flow with it, and see how you transform the whole situation. And through that transformation you
transcend it.
A Buddha can never be in pain; that is impossible. Only an ego can be in pain. Ego is a must to
be in pain. And if the ego is there you can transform your pleasures also into pain; if the ego is not
there you can transform your pains into pleasures. The secret lies with the ego.
THE LAST STATE OF VAIRAGYA, DESIRELESSNESS: CESSATION OF ALL DESIRING BY
KNOWING THE INNERMOST NATURE OF PURUSHA, THE SUPREME SELF.
How it happens? Just by knowing the innermost core of yourself, the purusha, the dweller within.
Just by knowing it! Patanjali says, Buddha says, Lao Tzu says, just by knowing it all desires
disappear.
This is mysterious, and the logical mind is bound to ask how it can happen just by knowing
themselves all desires disappear. It happens because now knowing themselves all desires have
arisen. Desires are simply the ignorance of the self. Why? All that you are seeking through desires
is there, hidden in the self. If you know the self, desires will disappear.
For example, you are asking for power. Everybody is asking for power. Power creates madness in
everybody. It seems to be just human society has existed in such a way that everybody is poweraddicted.
The child is born; the child is helpless. This is the first feeling you all carry always with you. The
child is born, he is helpless, and a helpless child wants power. That’s natural because everybody is
more powerful than him. The mother is powerful, the father is powerful, the brothers are powerful,
everybody is powerful, and the child is absolutely helpless. Of course, the first desire that arises is
to have power – how to grow powerful how to be dominating. And the child starts being political from
that very moment. He starts learning tricks how to dominate.
If he cries too much, he comes to know that he can dominate through crying. He can dominate
the whole house just by crying. He learns crying. And women continue it even when they are not
children. They have learned the secret, and they continue it. And they have to continue it because
they remain helpless. That’s power politics.
He knows a trick, and he can create disturbance. And he can create such a disturbance that you
have to accept and compromise with him. And every moment he feels deeply that the only thing
that is needed is power, more power. He will learn, he will go to school, he will grow he will love, but
behind everything – his education love, play – he will be finding how to get more power. Through
education he will want to dominate, how to come first in the class so he can be dominating, how to
get more money so he can be dominating, how to go on growing the influence and the territory of
domination. The whole life he will be after power.
Many lives are simply wasted. And even if you get power, what you are going to do? Simply a
childish wish is fulfilled. So when you become a Napoleon or a Hitler, suddenly you become aware
that the whole effort has been useless, futile. Just a childish wish has been fulfilled, that’s all. Now
what to do? What to do with this power? If the wish is fulfilled you are frustrated. If the wish is not
fulfilled you are frustrated, and it cannot be fulfilled absolutely, because no one can be so powerful
that he can feel, ”Now it is enough” – no one! The world is so complex that even a Hitler feels
powerless in moments, even a Napoleon will feel powerless in moments. Nobody can feel absolute
power, and nothing can satisfy you.
But when somebody comes to know one’s self, one comes to know the source of absolute power.
Then the desire for power disappears because you were already a king and you were only thinking
that you were a beggar. And you were struggling to be a bigger beggar, a greater beggar, and
you were already the king. Suddenly you come to realize that you don’t lack anything. You are not
helpless. You are the source of all energies, you are the very source of life. That childhood feeling of
powerlessness was created by others. And it is a vicious circle they created in you because it was
created in them by their parents, and so on and so forth.
Your parents are creating the feeling in you that you are powerless. Why? Because only through this
they can feel they are powerful. You may be thinking that you love children very much. That doesn’t
seem to be the case. You love power, and when you get children, when you become mothers and
fathers, you are powerful. Nobody may be listening to you; you may be nothing in the world, but at
least in the boundaries of your home you are powerful. You can at least torture small children.
And look at fathers and mothers: they torture! And they torture in such a loving way that you cannot
even say to them that ”You are torturing.” They are torturing for ”their own good”, for the children’s
own good! They are helping them to grow. They feel powerful. Psychologists say that many people
go to the teaching profession just to feel powerful, because thirty children at your disposal, you are
just a king.
Look! Go into a school! The teacher sitting on his chair-and absolute power, just the master of
everything that is happening there. People want children not because they love, because if they
love, really, the world will be totally different. If you love your child the world will be totally different.
You will not help him to be helpless, to feel helpless, you will give him so much love that he would
feel he is powerful. If you give love, then he will never be asking for power.
He will not try to accumulate money and go mad after it,
because he knows it is useless – he is already powerful; love is enough.
But nobody is giving love, then he will create substitutes. All your desires, whether of power, of
money, prestige, they all show that something had been taught to you in your childhood, something
has been conditioned in your bio-computer and you are following that conditioning without looking
inside, that whatsoever you are asking is already there.
Patanjali’s whole effort is to put your bio-computer in silence so that it doesn’t interfere. This is what
meditation is. It is putting your bio-computer, for certain moments, into silence, into a non-chattering
state, so that you can look within and hear your deepest nature. Just a glimpse will change you
because then this biocomputer cannot deceive you. This bio-computer goes on saying that, ”Do
this, do that!” It goes on continuously manipulating you, that ”You must have more power; otherwise
you are nobody.”
If you look within, there is no need to be anybody; there is no need to be somebody. You are already
accepted as you are. The whole existence accepts you, is happy about you. You are a flowering
– an individual flowering, different from any other, unique, and God welcomes you; otherwise you
could not be here. You are here only because you are accepted. You are here only because God
loves you or the universe loves you or the existence needs you. You are needed.
Once you know your innermost nature, what Patanjali calls the purusha – the purusha means the
inner dweller... The body is just a house. The inner dweller, the inner-dwelling consciousness, is
purusha. Once you know this inner-dwelling consciousness, nothing is needed. You are enough,
more than enough. You are perfect as you are. You are absolutely accepted, welcomed. The
existence becomes a blessing. Desires disappear; they were part of self-ignorance. With selfknowledge,
they disappear, they evaporate.
Abhyasa, constant inner practice, conscious effort to be more and more alert, to be more and more
master of oneself, to be less and less dominated by habits, by mechanical, robot-like mechanisms –
and vairagya, desirelessness: these two attained one becomes a yogi; these two attained one has
attained the goal.
I will repeat: but don’t create a fight. Allow all this happening to be more and more spontaneous.
Don’t fight with the negative. Rather, create the positive. Don’t fight with sex, with food, with anything.
Rather, find out what it is that gives you happiness, from where it comes – move in that direction.
Desires, by and by, go on disappearing.
And second: be more and more conscious. Whatsoever is happening, be more and more conscious.
And remain in that moment, and accept that moment. Don’t ask for something else. You will not be
creating misery then. If pain is there, let it be there. Remain in it and flow in it. The only condition is,
remain alert. Knowingly, watchfully, move into it, flow into it. Don’t resist!
When pain disappears, the desire for pleasure also disappears. When you are not in anguish, you
don’t ask for indulgence. When anguish is not there, indulgence becomes meaningless. And more
and more you go on falling into the inner abyss. And it is so blissful, it is such a deep ecstasy, that
even a glimpse of it and the whole world becomes meaningless. Then all that this world can give to
you is of no use.
And this should not become a fighting attitude – you should not become a warrior, you should
become a meditator. If you are meditating, spontaneously things will happen to you which will go on
transforming and changing you.
Remember, if you are miserable, you have created all this. Let it penetrate deep in your heart
that you have created your sufferings because this is going to be the formula, the key. If you have
created your sufferings, only then can you destroy it. If someone else has created them, you are
helpless. You have created your miseries, you can destroy them. You have created them through
wrong habits, wrong attitudes, addictions, desires.
Drop this pattern! Look fresh! And this very life is the ultimate joy that is possible to human
consciousness.